i'd stay...

man i wish i can go back in life and meet everyone i have met through out it. just to see what turned out. everyone when they're young are expected to go high, but it seems at some point everyone stops caring and it's all on you. so what if your not all together and you just get dropped, you're pretty much fucked. my guess is that here in hialeah everyone gets dropped on early so our perception of what should be is greatly distorted by commercial entities. i feel like just yelling and telling everyone to stop and look around. these streets have so much history, and its all the same. failure. and yeah i know its not everyone but its atleast enough to say everyone. the things that should be in first place are in last. your friends your family that's just a title a lot of people have but don't really know how it applies. everyone is quick to jump and defend their point but what they don't realize is that everything with the exception of love is vanity. if you can grab on to something, and it means something to you, never let go. i don't know, it isn't easy. living in a town with not a whole lot in mind. but i swear if it was ever in my power to change this place i would. a lot of peeps always say given the chance they'd leave this place behind. i couldn't. i'd feel like to much of a hypocrite, i'd be something im not somewhere else. there have been to many shattered dreams and fallen tears to ever forget even if we left. no i want to help everyone, but i can't, so for now this place will have to settle for a donation towards its homeless on 49th.